Happy New Year!

The cruise was pretty good. I am now darker then Christian. I've never been this tan, hopefully it will last to this weekend when i have the honor of seeing a mr. Ridings and can all be like HA stupid man choosing someone else. shh i'm totally over him. i really am but who doesn't want to throw something like that in someones face. Oh yea, going to Dirty Jersey and sleeping over at sheridans. Then i'm off to philly to visit cruise boyfriend from last year.
The islands were beautiful. I spent a lot of my time sailing around them on a catermaran, which i've never done before which was cool. Saw mucho monkeys in barbados. Made out with this wonderful guy named ben, who i should marry. Turns out he's kinda seeing someone and felt bad about doing stuff, so he did everything to me and he did not want me to return the favor. all good. Then the second to last night i seriously met my dream man. DEAD SERIOUS. His name is Bennett, and he's tan and a total hippie. He listens to all the same music as me, he is beautiful, and we talked for hours and it was kinda a like, well shit why didn't i meet you earlier in the week. The last night after the night club on the boat closed we went off to the front of the boat and got high, then we went back to his room and well.... i was sore for a bit afterwards. :-)

Then i came home. Home's been pretty good. I'm ready to go back and hang out with school people, i'm already sick of my parents, and my friends have been flakey, but it's cool, i'm much closer with the people at syracuse anyways. I think i'm going to go and bother Lulu in the city tomorrow. Well i hope everyone had an amazing holiday season and a happy new year, filled with love and lots of hugs.